American controversial rapper, Azealia Banks has taken to her Instagram to share disturbing details about a recent sexual assault. According to her, a man raped her though she claimed she caused the assault to happen.
Azealia Banks said she was “lowkey” raped by the man whom she hung out with on Friday, and she blamed herself for the unfortunate experience. “I feel like dirt,” she wrote, adding that that the unnamed man drugged her drink, and it was only after she woke up that she found out what really happened.
And from her post on the photo sharing app, the rapper felt so broken and it all looks like she might need some help.
“One thing led to another…I just feel really dumb because it was partially my fault, you know? […] I just feel like a dumbass, such a dummy. I just want to fuckin’ disappear right now. I feel really bad,” she said in the now-deleted posts.
“I can’t even look at music right now. I don’t want to let anyone down,” she said. “[…] I’m gonna delete all my accounts, because I’m embarrassed. I’m gonna delete everything, and I guess I’ll just come back when I get it together. I just feel really broken down—just when I’m rebuilding myself as an artist. I don’t know how to face y’all.”
“This rape shit, you know. Men can just prey on you and just fucking badger you and force you to say ‘yes’ […] You feel like you gave consent, but you didn’t give shit. You never wanted to do shit, but there you are, feeling fucking powerless. Somebody really got the fucking best of me, and I’m just so unsure how they got it.”
She however later mentioned that everything was under control.